i was gonna make my twitter public again

i was gonna make a new community discord server, in fact it's already made and ready to go, but it's just gonna be here empty cause i'm never gonna invite anyone to it

i was gonna start streaming again regularly, on a regular schedule, doing speedruns, and keep myself occupied and distracted

i was gonna have 3 twitch emotes commissioned to help improve my channel and make me and my subscribers happy

but no, i can't fucking do any of it because i don't get any fucking support when i need it and i get so frustrated that i want to disappear from everywhere and never do anything else ever again