I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who supported me and the stream this year in 2018 <3 I actually am really grateful for everyone. 
Love you all and i hope everyone has an amazing 2019!

It's going to be a journey for me and i dont know what will happen to my stream but i just wanted to thank you all.
2019 will be a new chapter for me. New city, new friends, new work, new shcedule and so on. I am a bit anxious about everything but i am sure it will work out and it will hopefully get me one step closer to where i want to be.

Don't worry this is not a goodbye or anything. But i might just inform you guys that streams will eventually be more rare next year since work and all. Doing a 40 hour week and do speedruns/streaming all the time will be tough and i will have to work out a way to manage everything. As i always said IRL goes first and that's how i will stand. But yeah again 2018 has been quiet a year ups and downs... 2017 was probably the worst year for me so far IRL wise since i lost 3 important persons in my life and i hope they rest in peace. 

2018 just has been a constant up and down just as said. Starting the year with a huge growth in my stream while doing Pokemon Gold runs into burning myself out and taking a break with Pokemon Gold ever since and eventually also shrinking viewerwise again. Not complaining but yeah it was a kind of hit in the face (expected tho). But nonethenless, some of you guys just stuck around and i am really thankful to you! (you know who you are <3)
After i burned out of gold i actually changed the games completly to The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time. And i gotta say i had a lot of fun running No IM/WW for a while and i can't believe how open and helpful the OOT community was while i wasrunning this game. Thanks to everyone who was helping me out teaching me stuff and so on. (Special thanks to Benjee for being my senpai for OOT)
After OOT i returend to Pokemon Speedruns and i started to grind Red again and actually achieved one of my goals while running this game which is a sub 1:50 and Top 10. But even with this game i had my rough times, and as maybe few of you know i also hit a spot in my life where i just wasn't happy anymore. I know i never really talked about it, besides just a few close friends, but yeah it was actually a kind of rough time. Nonethenless streaming and talking to different people helped me get out of this dark spot again. (Depression is a fucking bitch and should burn :) ).
After i achieved my Pokemon Red any% glicthless time i was actually able to even get a WR in the Japanese Blue any% glitchless category. I know it's nothing very special considering there is few competition but i am still proud of it.
Further more i tried some other "gens" (Crystal and Yellow) and was also able to get a good time in yellow and a decent time in Crystal which i am also proud of.
Then after burning out of pokemon speedrunning again i just tried some variety stuff, but yeah as expected again the stream wasnt doing very well. (Which i am not blaming anyone for - it's just the way it is).
In the end Pokemon Let's Go Eevee/Pikachu came out and ever since it's release i have been running the game and i have to say i haven't had as much fun running/exploring and even routing a game then i had with this game.

I guess thats for me what happened in 2018 streamwise. Just a huge thanks to everyone if old or new viewer for watching and participating in the stream <3.

Besides streaming i also was able to meet up with some friends throughout the speedrunning community. The year started great with going to ESA Germany aka Speedcon now. I had a great time there meeting people with the same interest and i absolutely had a blast meeting a lot of people! <3 Got to actually meet some friends i made thgroughout the speedrun community and also got to know a lot of great other speedrunners!
Then later on at the end of summer i also got to attend BSG Annual 2018 where i finally met a lot of people from the Pokemon Speedrun Community. And it was absolutely awesome! Metting you guys was just one big highlight for me in 2018! Just had a great time :D

Well guess thats it for 2018. Let's make 2019 even better and i can't wait to see what the future holds for us all!
Thank you Weedle gang, thank you speedrun community, thank you everyone for just everything.

TL;dr i love you :)